Guys whatsup? Im not in a good condition right now. Idk where i have to luahkan what i feel since tha past friday. Till now, sunday everythings is going worst smpai aku rase exhausted. I can't take it anymore. Seriously, i swear to GOD that im saying tha truth. I need someone that can really understand myself and what i need to make me feel better. Why doesn't have anybody understand me? Im doubted. Am i that bad? Am i that ugly? If that case, im begging to GOD please take my life back.. Ohmyyy, im really sad. Tha one who i love tha most hurting me with his attitude. Then where should i go?? I dont have anyone else anymore. He's tha one who i always talking to, he's tha one who i shared all my problem, he's tha one who i really need when im in a bad condition but unfortunately is not what im hoping to. Too bad you know when someone that u really hope can make u feel better is not care at all ur feelings. And just keep watching u without any action to take. Its really hurting me. Its killing me as well. I dont know what is happening now. Seems like im tha one who guilty when all this happen. Why? Why? See there's no one understand me. all i have to do is, simpan semuanya dlm hati ni by myself. Let other's see im happy but inside my heart only god know tha pain is. Let i crying alone so that everyone know im just try to be a strong girl :'(
